what does my dream mean? i woke up crying and all i can think about is how much i miss my dad even though he hasn’t been here for me. my parents broke up when i was 7, i stopped seeing my dad when i was 13, and then i stopped talking to him completely last year. i’m 15 now by the way. i haven’t been to school since i was 11 due to anxiety and depression. i never leave the house. just for some background information. anyway i don’t know where to start or how to explain the dream but basically i thought that my dad was dead and i was so confused in it. one particular part i remember is me going out with a few other girls from my old school and then getting upset because of how different i was to them. i didn’t want to go to a party with them. while they were all in the bathroom together i left. i walked home in tears and i called my dad to talk to him. it took me a while to find his number because i’d remembered that my older sister sent it to me so i scrolled up through our messages. by the time i actually called my dad and i was almost home i told him “i was going to ask for a lift home but i spent the whole time trying to find your number.” i was suddenly in a shop with my mum and while i was walking around my dad was just listening to me talking to him. venting about everything that happened. he even told me to take a deep breath. he calmed me down. after the call ended i was in a different shop and can’t remember how it went exactly but i was told that my dad was actually dead. he wasn’t alive. that’s when the dream ended. i don’t know if i was genuinely calling him in the dream, imagining that i was calling him, or something else. i heard my mum say “he probably answered